12/18/2025
After nearly 3 years of operation I finally decided this website ought to have an "updates" page. Maybe it'll help me keep myself organized. And Accountable? I've been struggling to stay consistent in my efforts to maintain a website as I feel pretty existentially confused about the state of the internet right now. But That's Nothing New. idk if i'll ever be truly /Consistent/ but it feels really good whenever I make the effort so I strive to remember The Good Feeling & pursue it more often.

Today I added a few new music pages. A page for My EP respite, and the single murmur. One of my next projects will be revamping the songstar page as i've always felt it to be way too messy & low effort because it was just haphazardly copypasted from a page on my old website.

I'm torn between wanting to overhaul everything on this site or just leaving it be as a time capsule. The Truth Iss... I just feel so different from who I was 3 years ago. Like i'm still Me But i feel so evolved. Maybe the underlying reason I procrastinate so much on updating this website is that it feels like such a direct confrontation with these old parts of me that I wish to forget . . . Or at the very least, move away from.