Dream Journal

2026: january / february
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2/11/2026
a terrible powerful dream where a psychic woman told me i was being afflicted by shadows so I started screaming for them to show themselves. it was night and all the varying shades of darkness in the room started disintegrating into tiny balls, buzzing around like flies, i screamed louder for them to get out, i would point at them as if casting an invisible energy and they would vanish, i was screaming about Jesus. some of them would merge together forming the shapes of shadow men, i was so angry i was screaming and pointing and killing ! When I killed a shadow man the balls would become solid blue and fall to the floor like the exp in kingdom hearts. When all the shadows were defeated i was sweating and panting, a guy came up to me and tried to kiss me, i pulled away and said "i just want some water..." and abruptly i woke up with a great jolt in my heart.

2/9/2026
only got 4 hours of sleep last nignt Because of noise and Also because i think there is too much anger in my body. So i just had a nap and my nap dream was that i was trying to take a nap but people wouldnt stop being loud, coming into my room, trying to sleep in the bed with me. i was fuming, i got up and checked my laptop, saw i has a message from this girl i don't like because her personality irritates me. She'd sent this big group message with suspicious photos that would imply a secret backstabbing of me. i kept trying to see the photos but was being flooded with pornographic popups on a windows vista browser. I realized her message was an oldschool style computer virus. I had to take the computer to a mysterious type priestess lady under a bridge who was disappointed in me. She told me she could only suppress the virus temporarily and i'd have to come back every few weeks or i'd start to "Want Frivolous Things" and spend all my money. I was still anxious about the photos the girl sent me. Then the dream just became extremely sexual in an unpleasant way. This is how all my dreams are lately which is why i haven't been sharing them as much. Hmm.

1/14/2026
dreamt i was the protagonist of a new David Lynch film I was a young girl with dyed red hair dressed in a halloween costume of "Sally" from Nightmare Before Christmas. I was watching the film while simultaneously playing the character. The setting was very similar to where i live at the moment, A big open prairie with nothing on the horizon except one of those terrible new build subdivisions in the distance. it was a bright pink & blue cloudless sunset and i was digging two graves in a lawn. the part of me who was watching the film felt it was an accurate display of eeriness in the modern world.

never seen nightmare before christmas so i looked up the character "Sally" and learned that she is restless because she is being held captive by her maker She yearns to see the outside world and experience more from life.

1/10/2026
Had a very real feeling dream I moved to Norway on a whim. And everyone thought I was crazy. They asked why i would move to such a random place And I referenced another dream I had about a month ago Where I was visiting a mysterious country that looked exactly like it, Proudly Stating that I make all my decisions based on dreams. WHich is why This dream felt so real i think. because How is Dream Me referencing other previous dreams/My own relationship to the dreamstate ? I was explaining this while swimming in deep dark navy blue freezing water and somehow I wasn't cold, or scared. The setting was a narrow ocean cove Closely Surrounded by tall green mountains of pine trees. The dream I was referencing really did look almost exactly the same but the water had been bright aquamarine, and I didn't swim.

1/2/2026
it's The Wolf Moon And Wolves were in my dream last night.....We were sheltering from a tornado, in a rickety old shack, And it was terrifying. There were 2 wolves, a cougar, my dogs, plus some other dogs. I thought for sure the Wolves and Cougar would devour the dogs. But all the animals were subdued and laying still because they understood the dire situation we were in.

12/31/2025
My final dream of 2025 was so idealistic, so pleasant... I was living in a big city, nondescript. I was at a park with big trees and fields. Different types of animals were roaming around freely. i was approached by a friend who asked me to work for the park as a caretaker. I was going to be caring for the cats and the horses. It was a dream come true that I would be making a living this way. My first duty was to meet the animals, I snuggled the horses faces. As I toured around, more people joined, all people from my life at various points, a totally random selection honestly. But Everyone acted very supportive and enthusiastic.

We funneled into a building, up several stories, to a small room, where we begun planning an "artistic takeover"? Like as a sidequest from caring for animals we were going to takeover the city's art scene. We showed off our work, we were confident it could be done through our comradery. A girl who ghosted me in 2019 was there. We patched up our friendship and it felt so good to resolve it, even though I rarely think of her anymore.

The overall sensation of the dream was one of Opportunity, Safety, Reciprocation, Friendship, Ambition, Relief, Fulfillment, Closure. I will take it as an omen for 2026. Fire Horse.

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