Well of course I had to ruminate on the symbolism I used to identify with rabbit a lot But lately not so much Not at all, even. Both consciously & unconsciously, i think, i have been, Actively Killing off the parts of me That identified with Prey Animal Behaviors like hiding & running away & Perpetual ambient alertness & Fear of needing anything or taking up space

Rewiring the part of me that Only experience the world thru Survival Instincts

No offence to rabbits or bunnies Of course They are part of God's Beautiful World And to identify with the Rabbit Soul is not something i perceive as a flaw Every personality is needed. My reasoning for moving away from Rabbit is that it was never Really "Me" It was forced on me as a coping mechanism But deep inside I Know i am Quite Mighty and Formidable And direct in my use of willpower Like a ferocious beast of some sort (But lovely and wise)

This evening on my walk with Denji (after already typing the first half of this & pausing to go walk) I strolled past a wide open grassy field where i watched 2 young bunnies chasing each other, Playing so joyously, totally Unaware of my presence ! it felt like a triumphant follow up to what i saw & understood earlier in the afternoon

-Even when i was living in a Rabbit's Form, i still had some fun times, And i don't have to regret anything, Everything is moving as it should be-

April 22 2025