honest illusion
(produced by flipphonecharm)

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pinkmoondoll9shihtzu ยท honest illusion [prod. flipphonecharm]


An honest
Illusion
Diffused by
The music
A catalyst
For the
Confusion

I'm perfect
And bruised
Like a peach
Used for juice
And i'm hard to forget

It's brutal
You're losing
This game you
Created
I'm not even
Playing
I saw you
In good faith

Integrity faded
The moment you traded
My love
For selfish gains

I thought you were a friend to me
Turns out i'm just a passing trend
I let you in so sincerely
But you couldn't stand to see me win

And it's not a competition but
My world is mine
It's my world
And you're not invited

You're losing me
And I don't mind
You wasted my
Precious time

And being fake isn't a crime
But I wonder if you realize
What you sacrificed
What you sacrificed

Thought you were
A friend but
You see me
As just an
Aesthetic
A template,
Pathetic
Cus you'll never
Get it

Can't buy it
I'm full of
Surprises
I pull from
The most high
You're missing
The lightness

Duplicitous
Driven by
Greed, your
Intentions are
Seeds for
A vicious
Repeating of
Empty consumption
Endlessly
Tumbling down
The black screen
That's sucking
Away at
Your basic
humanity

Yeah you remind me of everything i'll never be
Can't believe i let you in so sincerely
It's my world
It's my world

An honest illusion
I'm more than a blueprint
You think you can use me
Get lost, i rebuke it

You are too simple
To complete the vision
I felt your envy
In my intuition

You can not hold ethereality
You can not hold this in your hands

It's a lifestyle
Not a trend
Love is a lifestyle
We could've been friends

We could've been friends
We could've stayed friends






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